cae·su·ra /n/ any break, pause, or interruption

Not with me being racist, but I mean experiencing it. I grew up in San Francisco going to a predominantly Chinese Catholic school and continued to go there even when I moved to Hercules. After my sister was born and my mom was forced to get a new job, we decided to lessen the commute time and stress by having me go to a smaller, cheaper Catholic school in El Cerrito.

When I went to St. John the Baptist, I didn’t really have a great experience. Sure, I managed to make some really good friends but there’s a common trend I have noticed where it’s hard to keep people around, or at least in my life. Anyway, when I first transfered there I didn’t necessarily receive a warm welcome. I became the only Chinese kid in a grade of 30 people. The school’s ethnic makeup was mainly African American and Hispanic students, so it wasn’t necessarily familiar faces for me in the start.

For most of my earlier years there, I was called a chink, laughed at, poked, prodded, teased, harrassed, and even had some of my things destroyed at my time there. Even my Spanish teacher made racial slurs against me from time to time, to the point where I refused to work and talked to the principal.

Maybe people don’t understand why I get sensitive when I hear chink. I won’t get bothered as much if someone says chinky eyes, since I know it usually isn’t meant to be overtly bad all the time but more jokingly know, but the word chink in general still bothers me to this day. To come to school everyday and be called the same, derogatory term fucking sucks.

Now do you wonder why I get sensitive about these things? Anyway, I’m done for the night. I’m not gonna hold up a grudge, but yeah, I’m just putting that out there.

I realize I have my own issues that still need time to heal and if you want to say I’m weak for not coping with them earlier well fuck you go and click unfollow already.

Tumblr ain’t shit when it comes to real life.

pip-pip-cheerio:

rudydontstop:

heathersandwichxx:

kayleethelady:

natashasoicey:

chocolatebear:

riahhelisee:

grammaticallycorrect:

hinez-way:

AEE ERIA  IE . :)

ASHATE ISSETTE EAIE KIE

MARIA EIE FRAK

Bra Amar Re

Ataa Ite

Kalee A Grbb

Eater Aea Kaet. LMFAO :D

Ae I Pk

Ie. My last name wouldn’t exist.

AEE GRAE EE

• 10 Headshots
• 30 Headshots
• 100 Headshots
• Headshot Expert
• 50 Kills: AK-47
• 50 Kills: PM-9mm
• Brutal Brawler
• First Treasure
• Beginner Fortune Hunter (5 treasures)
• Novice Fortune Hunter (10 treasures)
• Enthusiast Fortune Hunter (15 treasures)
• Intermediate Fortune Hunter (20 treasures)
• Dyno-Might
• Relic Finder

hrrrld:

lol look @ 2005 lady gaga

uh yeah i kinda like this

I do too!

Despite getting a D on my Calc test, I had so much fun at the assembly cheering, performing, and getting an 8 GB iPod Nano by surprise for having the highest English score on the STAR last year at school. lol

That and Glee was amazing. :)

ache:

What a cool teapot.

hrrrld:

rooshoes:

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HELL FUCKING YES.

i need this larger

reblog because of SECRET SQUIRREL

My solo turned out better than I thought. haha. We sounded a whole lot louder than I thought we would today!

bigbootyexpress:

i messed up a few times on this run…but man that sounded pretty good….it’s weird watching yourself

himynameisbroniquejeremyisrad:

Sorry I messed up the intro…
John Swett Fall 2009 Drumline.

I should’ve gone on the balcony o:

=/ So tired. I think I’m going to sleep now…

I was so pumped for tomorrow. Felt so good after dinner.

Fuck you math. I try so hard to get you and when I think I understand you, you screw me over. You’re like a bad relationship.

I’ve been tallying my count of Ds and Fs on tests and it’s been more than 5 and probably more than 10 over the past four years. =/

I’m trying so hard to not fail the Physics test this Friday. Even if I get an A or a B, what if I just raise my grade up a percent or something. Uggh.

Meetings meetings meetings. Activities activities activities. Homework homework homework. Tests tests tests. Applications applications applications. Project project project.

And I still have not much community service.

Tumblr is usually my only escape and it’s been really stale for me lately. I’ve let my tumblarity drop so low. I know I should feel like I have more of a life but not really.

I know it’s one test but shit, if you saw my studying and studied as much and got the same score uggh you’d be mad as hell. Especially if you sat in bed doing calculus with a cold. =/ Fffff.

I don’t care if you don’t like reading this. Just unfollow if you don’t.

Even if I was sick for like two days, I know I didn’t miss too much but shit…uggh.

EW. D:

I have two Solid Bs now. FML. I guess I should be happy it’s still a 4.0 but man, uggh, that sucks…

fuckyeahsharks:

the ‘Hey Mom’ shark is a popular tag, apparently, in Chicago. lets see if we can get it nationwide.

(thanks for spotting it, Linsey Burritto)

savethekitties:

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